She's a twisted kitten
I'm a junkyard cat
a romance of claws and spittin
but baby knows I like it like that
She's a diamond collar girl
makes me feel like a bum
man, she's creme de la creme
and it rolls off her tongue
She's one of a kind
nothin short of a dime
no stricken kitten was ever so smitten
as me, as me with mine
it's gasoline and pearls
stalkin through alleyways
an open door to the dancefloor
only one face in my gaze
now there's a sight that starts a fire
a silky, sleek, tooth-bared grin
arched backs and wicked claws
I give in, kitten, you win.
Darkness now and agony. A fire in my bones.
I've dreamed a dream, a dream of death, not all of it my own.
Too far gone to struggle, though he has me by the throat.
Too weary now to answer, things I could not know.
Eyes open to a demon, plain for all to see.
Dark halo slipped down to his neck, burns him as he burns me.
Into dust.
Please, God, into dust.
The ghosts are out in force tonight
yessir
silent convergence on midnight
yessir
the closes and kirks are empty
the foot of the mile is still
the Holy Rood has taken to ground
wraiths are gathering on the hill
I sat in trembling wonder
took a lashing from the rain
saw strange twinkles shaping symbols
searched for her in fever again
Two bootfulls of mud
a skinfull of water
a head full of fire
and two souls asunder
breathing stalled, I seek one out
among those milling on the crest
who holds me in her gentle thrall
though life has stilled within her chest
how to tell one
willed wisp from another?
ane lost life
from it's br
There was a silence there, and darkness,
but no one was afraid
Then a rustle bloomed in gloom, breath
upon a young boy's face
Tender grip laid on his wrist. Into his
hand a box, a secret
The secret tune, part lullabye, part love
gentle and commanding
Then the boy rose hands up, heart up,
soul up. Deep into the dark
They left his box, his shoes, his socks.
For angels sing, and barefoot walk.
I love it when she smiles,
so beautiful
though its for him
this bright eyed joy
and admiration.
not for me
never for me.
keep shadowed eyes
in the smile spotlight.
cold heart longing
my bleeding tooth gnawing
bubbles forth from
still wine shame
next day guilt
morals intact
Whan ye neist see me
come up tae me
tell me that ye kuve me
hate me
miss me.
That ye wad dee for the man ahint ye
or kill tae be the wummin in front.
Tell me
acause I am an ootlin
an expect naething fae ye,
Tell me how ye dichtit yer een
in fits o lauchter
even though yer smile
disna reach yer een.
Tell me ye wiss she wisna gane
an that yer Faither wis aye here,
He wad mak awthing better
by greetin wi ye
I am an ootlin
I dinna ken yer masques
sae be yersel
Leuk me i the ee
syne kiss me
spit at me
smile
syne punch me
tak me i yer airms
"Thanks, I wis needin that"
"Nae bother," I reply
Nae maitter how lichtly, forge
Aff the stair an intae the cauld
hie waws an glaur unnerfit
match pad an spang
airtit tae wha kens whaur
staunnin, bydin. Onie meinute noo
like a tide it trickles syne fluids
neives an fowk an flyers faw
an it dings doon even hairder
awthing sooped intae stanks
left tae faw even hairder
on the heids o the drookit
an stick tae their buitheels.
Backtreckin, speirin quaystions
no needin airtit.
Back tae wark, singin,
leuk we are beautiful
Cauld stane
Caulder air
the Burgh skinklin its lichts
bydin on snaw.
Nae dancers the nicht
rubbin tae mak heat,
jist the barmaid
winkin an smilin
as i coont oot her tip.
"They say it's caulder here
nor i Warsaw..."
nae smile, she birls awa.
Fuck it.
I can sup ma Bushmills
tastin Grouse an chemicals
jalousin masel i
film noir or Tam Waits
lowpin brawly
fae sauve tae prick.
Nae dancers oniewey.
Jist the auld wifie o the ceity.
She'll haud me warm the nicht.
Skinklin an cauld.
Cold stone
Colder air
the Burgh twinkling it's lights
anticipation of snow.
no dancers tonight
rubbing to make heat,
just the barmaid,
winking and smiling
as i count out her tip.
"They say it's colder here
than in Warsaw..."
no smile, she bustles off.
Fuck it.
I can sip my bushmills
tasting grouse and chemicals
fancy myself in
film noir or tom waits
deftly crossing
from suave to prick.
no dancers anyway.
Just the old lady of the city.
She'll keep me warm tonight.
twinkling and cold.
She's a twisted kitten
I'm a junkyard cat
a romance of claws and spittin
but baby knows I like it like that
She's a diamond collar girl
makes me feel like a bum
man, she's creme de la creme
and it rolls off her tongue
She's one of a kind
nothin short of a dime
no stricken kitten was ever so smitten
as me, as me with mine
it's gasoline and pearls
stalkin through alleyways
an open door to the dancefloor
only one face in my gaze
now there's a sight that starts a fire
a silky, sleek, tooth-bared grin
arched backs and wicked claws
I give in, kitten, you win.
Darkness now and agony. A fire in my bones.
I've dreamed a dream, a dream of death, not all of it my own.
Too far gone to struggle, though he has me by the throat.
Too weary now to answer, things I could not know.
Eyes open to a demon, plain for all to see.
Dark halo slipped down to his neck, burns him as he burns me.
Into dust.
Please, God, into dust.
The ghosts are out in force tonight
yessir
silent convergence on midnight
yessir
the closes and kirks are empty
the foot of the mile is still
the Holy Rood has taken to ground
wraiths are gathering on the hill
I sat in trembling wonder
took a lashing from the rain
saw strange twinkles shaping symbols
searched for her in fever again
Two bootfulls of mud
a skinfull of water
a head full of fire
and two souls asunder
breathing stalled, I seek one out
among those milling on the crest
who holds me in her gentle thrall
though life has stilled within her chest
how to tell one
willed wisp from another?
ane lost life
from it's br
There was a silence there, and darkness,
but no one was afraid
Then a rustle bloomed in gloom, breath
upon a young boy's face
Tender grip laid on his wrist. Into his
hand a box, a secret
The secret tune, part lullabye, part love
gentle and commanding
Then the boy rose hands up, heart up,
soul up. Deep into the dark
They left his box, his shoes, his socks.
For angels sing, and barefoot walk.
I love it when she smiles,
so beautiful
though its for him
this bright eyed joy
and admiration.
not for me
never for me.
keep shadowed eyes
in the smile spotlight.
cold heart longing
my bleeding tooth gnawing
bubbles forth from
still wine shame
next day guilt
morals intact
Whan ye neist see me
come up tae me
tell me that ye kuve me
hate me
miss me.
That ye wad dee for the man ahint ye
or kill tae be the wummin in front.
Tell me
acause I am an ootlin
an expect naething fae ye,
Tell me how ye dichtit yer een
in fits o lauchter
even though yer smile
disna reach yer een.
Tell me ye wiss she wisna gane
an that yer Faither wis aye here,
He wad mak awthing better
by greetin wi ye
I am an ootlin
I dinna ken yer masques
sae be yersel
Leuk me i the ee
syne kiss me
spit at me
smile
syne punch me
tak me i yer airms
"Thanks, I wis needin that"
"Nae bother," I reply
Nae maitter how lichtly, forge
Aff the stair an intae the cauld
hie waws an glaur unnerfit
match pad an spang
airtit tae wha kens whaur
staunnin, bydin. Onie meinute noo
like a tide it trickles syne fluids
neives an fowk an flyers faw
an it dings doon even hairder
awthing sooped intae stanks
left tae faw even hairder
on the heids o the drookit
an stick tae their buitheels.
Backtreckin, speirin quaystions
no needin airtit.
Back tae wark, singin,
leuk we are beautiful
Cauld stane
Caulder air
the Burgh skinklin its lichts
bydin on snaw.
Nae dancers the nicht
rubbin tae mak heat,
jist the barmaid
winkin an smilin
as i coont oot her tip.
"They say it's caulder here
nor i Warsaw..."
nae smile, she birls awa.
Fuck it.
I can sup ma Bushmills
tastin Grouse an chemicals
jalousin masel i
film noir or Tam Waits
lowpin brawly
fae sauve tae prick.
Nae dancers oniewey.
Jist the auld wifie o the ceity.
She'll haud me warm the nicht.
Skinklin an cauld.
Cold stone
Colder air
the Burgh twinkling it's lights
anticipation of snow.
no dancers tonight
rubbing to make heat,
just the barmaid,
winking and smiling
as i count out her tip.
"They say it's colder here
than in Warsaw..."
no smile, she bustles off.
Fuck it.
I can sip my bushmills
tasting grouse and chemicals
fancy myself in
film noir or tom waits
deftly crossing
from suave to prick.
no dancers anyway.
Just the old lady of the city.
She'll keep me warm tonight.
twinkling and cold.
"I wish you would give it back to me."
"Why? You'll just break it again."
"It's my heart. I will do whatever the hell I want with it."
"Yeah? Well, you take terrible care of things that are yours."
"Fine. Keep it. I am equal parts concrete and soul anyway."
"You say that, but I'm not entirely sure that you are. I think you're deep, and fragile and broken, and that makes you beautiful."
"Again, concrete and soul. "
"I wish you wouldn't make this so hard."
"So hard? I'm making this easy. You gave me dreams of half feathered swans and a stupid house on an endless beach and a city made of an ocean, and now you're taking it all away. But a
Aff the stair an intae the cauld
hie waws an glaur unnerfit
match pad an spang
airtit tae wha kens whaur
staunnin, bydin. Onie meinute noo
like a tide it trickles syne fluids
neives an fowk an flyers faw
an it dings doon even hairder
awthing sooped intae stanks
left tae faw even hairder
on the heids o the drookit
an stick tae their buitheels.
Backtreckin, speirin quaystions
no needin airtit.
Back tae wark, singin,
leuk we are beautiful
well its been a fairly fucking eventful week. fell out wth freind of many years due to over active imaginations, twisted realities and peoples insatiable lust for second helpings of steaming spoonfuls of bullshit. such is life i suppose, and suprisingly enough, no-one else in the group beleives them or can see any downside in them not being associated with us. so i guess its w00ts all round then!! :D
well ive finally made a new poem. its being annoying me for ages that i hadnt done anything but yesterday i just randomly started writing agen.
well im on a work placement at my old school as the stage technician. its really weird being in the staff room and calling teachers by their first names. and it doesnt help when your old maths teacher punches you on your first day lolol!
my works being a shit, ive to learn a new script for the christmas tours (they are SO fucking cheesey, i have to teach tourists the gay gordons!! which is a scottish country dance if you dont know). the script is basically an hour long monologue, i havent even start
well im now a Edinburgh's Telford College doing an NC course in Production and Technical Theatre (lights, sound, stage management, welding etc etc). its really good, lots of fun and very interresting. its a one year course and after it i hope to move on to the HNC and then...who knows? unfortunately this does have an adverse affect on my writing but worry not, at some point this month i shall away to the highlands for a week so hopefully my creative sparks will start flowing.